My mind is becoming possessed by one thought, or better yet, one person. Bass guy is starting to rule my days and my Facebook. Every time I log on I have to check his page. It's becoming an obsession and my suite mates are starting to show signs of annoyance. I can't help it though, I have never really had a boyfriend (minus two gay guy friends I miss took as something more...) nor have I been kissed, felt love, or made love... not that I'm in a hurry to spread my legs. I just want to be caressed by a man who likes, or even loves, me.
This Bass Guy crush is slowly turning into a hopeless infatuation.
He talked to me the other day! I was walking into my NAS class after all week of not having it, the teacher was sick, and I sarcastically said, "Are we actually having class today?" Out of a room full of people, Bass Guy just HAD to be the one to speak up. "Who knows?" Only to make me feel even better, a girl (who is much prettier than me) came in and said the exact thing only to be ignored by Bass Man. Oh and I forgot to mention that he was all-too-smoothly leaning back in his chair with his feet propped up on his bass. Yum. He had a performance that day and had to leave class early to perform. God, I wish I could have been there...
I keep wanting to email him, but I have nothing to say. I'm too chicken to sit next to him in class, nor look him in the eye when he is looking back. I don't know what I'm gonna do. It would be super amazing if he emailed me telling me he wanted to go on a date... That probably wont happen...
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