Things have been going almost perfectly the past couple of days. Bass Guy and I chat on FB every night and on monday, he sat next to me! And we talked in person!
I said almost perfectly for a reason though. There are a few doubts that are ever present in my mind. The first is really bothering me.
There's a girl. No, not a girlfriend. But he still talks to her in person more than me and she is WAY skinnier than me. Not that I am fat, because I'm not, she is just very very skinny.
The other is that our conversations on FB are getting shorter. Well more like he is either tired of talking to me, or he really is sleeping more. I am trying to be optimistic and just say that the past couple hour long conversations messed up his sleeping schedule. Sunday night he logged off to go practice for a few hours and he said he would log back on around ten. So I waited. And he never signed back on. I eventually logged off and the next day he sat next to me in class and apologized profusely.
"I am so sorry I didn't sign back on last night, I finished practicing early and picked up a book to read for a little bit and I got lost in the book. I'm sorry," He said as soon as he sat down. I smiled and told him it didn't bother me, because I had an essay to write. Which was true.
That night we went to a study session together, kind of, and then I chatted with him for about an hour later that night. I'm worried it was a bit of an overload because last night when I went to talk to him again we only talked for about an hour before he went to bed.
In conclusion, I am not going to chat with him until he chats with me first. If he doesn't say anything in the next 2 days, then MAYBE I'll say something.
I don't really know what to do now. I am leaving the rest to him.
Oh and I forgot to mention, I made no eye contact nor did I even register that he was there and he still sat next to me. It was all on his own accord.
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