Leaving Blogger

I am unsatisfied with Blogger so I am leaving it. I have created a new blog, with the same posts on Word Press titled Artistic Scientist. I might also create a Tumblr if I'm feeling crazy :) Subscribe to my Word Press, please!

Going Crazy

To my utter horror, this whole Bass Guy thing is getting worse. This morning I decided to reread his girlfriends profile info and I came across more evidence that she is my one-year-older-skinnier-twin. Sure, I have never spoken to her in person, nor have I ever hung out with her, but I can tell!

And my mind quickly wandered off to a very, VERY depressing thought. If it turns out that we are extremely similar and they do end up breaking up... That does not mean that he will come running to me. Why would he ever want to date his ex all over again? Also, if they broke up, doesn't that mean we aren't compatible? I just hope my judgment is skewed and I am horribly wrong and she is actually nothing like me.

I brought her up in our conversation for the very first time. He was telling me that he is starting to get ready for grad school auditions, because he is a junior :( And I asked what year his girlfriend is. She is a sophomore. And that was it... The conversation got awkward because I couldn't come up with an excuse for bringing her up fast enough and we ran out of things to say.

We don't chat daily anymore and we don't chat for very long either. I definitely burnt him out and he is probably totally tired of me, but I refuse to give up!